STUCK

I cant get out

I dont know what to do

I dont know where to run

I dont know how to hide

I am tired

I am drained

and I am broken

No one cares for me

nor about me

Everyone hates me

and wants to see me fail

Well, here I am a failure, 

falling in the depths of defeat

they got me where they wanted me, on the ground

hands clinging to my face for mercy, "God release me from my suffering"

I scream to the only figure who can save me

I hear nothing

Is there nothing?

Can anyone hear me screaming?

Does anyone see me failing and falling deeper and deeper into my depression

does anyone see my hands stumble as I carry things or my lips shiver when I speak

I am terrified

I am a monster now

I am mortified to look in the mirror and see who I am

See how tired I am

See how drained I am

See how broken I am

See how much I have failed

and given up

A DRAFT TO HELP ME IN THE MOMENT