My new beginning

first cathlic poem :) sorry for it being too long !:)

It started out with a dream

It was filled of hatred

Somehow my life only had remorse and despair

I wanted to get out of that dream

And I knew how to make that change. 

 

I opened a book

The title was simple

I read all the words

And understood the world for the first time

 

My soul laughed and danced in joy

I finally found happiness

But life is so tricky the happpiness

 didn’t last that much

 

I went to a store to try new clothes

My world was set in darkness

Suddenly there was this chance

I grabbed it,

I went to church

 

As I stood singing the words

My heart made a leap

But it wasn’t enough

The pastor said

“All of you who are new and never encounter god before proceed to the door”

 

Fear clutched my heart and my mom’s

But when the final call came

I took her arm and led her in

I didn’t feel anything at first

Then I felt a stab in my heart

 

When suddenly they led us to a new room

I had accepted god in my heart

When that strange lady came to me

Asked me my name and asked who should she pray for

I told her that my family will be good.

 

 

I cried for what she told me

She told me I was a princess

I should held my head high

Forgive others that hurt me

And all I did was cry

 

I cry because of my godfather, and all the damage he caused in my life.

I cried because of my "friends", who never really did value me  

I cried for my self confidence to boost, so i can again be free by being me. 

 

When I heard the word princess

I thought back to what my uncle said, he told me to have confidence. 

 to prove that he called me princess too

But now I realized

I didn’t cry in sadness

I cried because finally I felt true happiness

 

I love how this came out

And now I give thanks to god

I hope he makes my life change

But he has my heart now

And I know he will never break it

 

I feel renew

I feel free

I feel happy

And I hope all of you are happy with who you are

Because you should and because no one is perfect,

Accept who you are you can make a change your life!

by a girl who once was lost now she is in the right place :)

 

Author's Note

today is august 07,2011 form now on my life has changed thank to him i want my life to change and i gave to him because of this day i feel like i felt at the begginign of nith grade
happy brave and focused now i gave my heart to someone and its god and this time i know he will never break it
today was bittersweet at the begining but it ended like a haoppy ending
well hope all of you like this !:)

Reviews

[Seashell]

You have a strength within which will guide you through the trials and tribulations of life.
God will never break our hearts...others will...we have no power over that..so we pray for them instead of being bitter..they are the ones who need help the most, even if our minds bodies and souls are aching, searching for the right answers..we must hold our heads up and bite our tongues...and carry on..even although we are heavily laden..It's real hard sometimes..All we can do is have faith..
You produced a heart felt write here..thanks so much for sharing your experience with us.
You seem to be an honest person with a nice soul.
Take care
Babs xxxxooo

[Tom C]

Good for you. It was different. I like your story. Very sad but good and fun. Your a wonderful person. You have a good heart. So do I.

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

Beautiful!

[nicolo]

Amen.

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

What at poem of inspiration and fulfillment, very beautiful :)

[The Analog Kid]

Very sweet devotional poem. I think we could all take your advice and return to him if we have strayed.

[marleywhite]

:') I am an Athiest but that was beautiful