hopeless dreamer

hopeless dreamer..

"things happen for a reason."- Anonymous

 

if i  only were to change my name and start again.

if i only could go to the past and live my life ignoring anyone that contradicted me.

if i...

those words that come from within my heart fills me with dread cause " if i's" no longer

appeal to me like it used to before. cause as sneaky life passes and you find yourself

looking in the mirror ans asking yourself what happened to me is a mere reflection of life

sneering back at you.

 

if i only would not have met you.

if i only would not have talked to you.

if i...

 

as easy as it seems to you there you are your expression set in a faraway place but when

someones speaks .. yet you rise and contradict and in front of me i find myself thinking

about you. thinking about why so many woman come to you? you seemed so arrogant in front of

me speaking in a voice so unoriginal yet annoyingly sweet. why did my desk had to be next to

you?

why did you happen to talk to me and i founded myself in a daze?

 

*******

 

yet i quit to this " if i's" in front of my wishing list cause truth is things happen for a

reason anyone can tell you that so as much as i suffer from the state which i find myself

wishing i had never met you and wishing that i had never listened to people that contradict

me otherwise.

Author's Note

it may not be that good but i am just starting :)

Reviews

[Treble]

Very nicely done.

[Suzy Q]

I think I just cried...

[Matthew Ryan Hardy]

very nice