Goodbye John

This was a poem I wrote to me my ex boyfriend and to a new journey with someone else

I said goodbye to you a million times
But my heart still cries for you
There are time when i miss you
And there are time when i hate you

I told myself to let you go
But i live a lie everyday
I know I still love you
But again i love him

My heart is is full of this pain I carried
Yet I could never go back with you
Your words breaks me down
And you was in bed with my step sister
Lies i know you told

Yet this man that love me
Fix my heart
Wipe my tears away
Yet I think of you sometime

And when i look at him i see us
when we kiss and make love
I feel like I’m home with you
You see my heart still carries
Our love

But now it carries another man love
I said goodbye a million times over and over again
But do I really meant it the answer I’m not sure
And I could never say goodbye this guy who stole my heart
In this i say it again goodbye one last time
Goodbye John jr