Torture

In darkness there is always light

All this memories came to haunt me
In land so far away
The feeling of self hate echoes through out
The nonexistent walls

As raven came upon a moonlight
I heard the sound of my voice
Calling out to me

Waken to see the man who stoled my heart
Realizing this was a nightmare
That torture me night after night

I pray for the nightmares to end
Which of thought of death was the only way to end all
Those nightmares
But thoughts of leaving him
Just break my heart
I could never say goodbye to him

If he would find my lifeless body
It would just break him
And will never forgive myself

Torture by nightmares and thoughts of ending my life
Has brought great sorrow in my heart
As his love slowly brings me back
In world where I felt so cold
As i hold his love close to my heart
Slowly the sorrow fade into the silence
And ask myself isn’t his love the only way ill ever live
In the torture of my own doing

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

It is torture, Raven moon.
"And ask myself isn’t his love the only way ill ever live
In the torture of my own doing "
Combination of two can create madness. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Unspoken poet]

wow! This is one powerful write, enjoyed the imagery I got