My confession

This is my true emotions

I tried to free myself but the dark hole drag me back in
Now the pain too much for me to handle
Now I want to end it all

But the fear of death is to much to bear
And I become more of just an empty shell
Knowing I’m alone tears become alive and become dead inside

Now the world could see the darkness though my eyes
Just a little push could make me cry
And I held to much inside
For me to show you how good of person I am

Fear of not being like or wanted is another thing that I hide
I know it’s sound crazy but I have no one
I’m alone
If I’m not able to be kept in a job
Then I become a prisoner in my room locked away without a human touch

You see I’m alone
I’m alone, I’m alone
And scary to mess up