its to late for me

im at the bottom of this depression

here I am on the edge do I jump

or do I going

how do I feel about seeing the end of this life

where do I go from here

every part of my body knows the end is near

my heart still hold the hope

the edge feels like home

and here I stand broken and beat by my thoughts that runs in my head

I ask for help but everyone wont hear me

no friends on family just an cold room and cat I love with all my heart

and coworkers that care so deeply

here I stand hungry but wont and cant eat this body has shut down

I cant drink or eat

my body knows its the end  

Reviews

[jennifer little]

nice write keep up the good work

[Raven moon]

thank you to everyone who showed compassion to me for a long time I been down but im trying to get better and become strong

[Bryad Polis Valentino]

It's not over. Maybe you prayed for an angel. Call me Saint Lucifer. Depression is not for the faint of heart. It can kill the weaker souls, especially ones with mental illness. My dear friend Jen killed herself, she was schizophrenic. She was a real treat...god rest her soul.

Are you suicidal? I won't tell mental health if you talk to me and promise you won't hurt yourself. I will stay up all night with you on here or the phone, whatever you prefer, as long as you promise me to live. Please talk to me. I...care about you.

[Ryan I]

This is so sad. I hope you know it is just the beginning. You are loved and supported. Don't give up. Thank you for sharing!