the red river of pain

this is a dark poem

now that im lost within my only thoughts

ill hold my breath till i pass out

ill take a drink of red vino

then ill try to the pills down no promise i will

do i dear to live within this dark world of pain

there is no reason to worry dear i was already gone when you came back did not see  the red river when you pass that old run down  room   yes dear i do see you crying you pain reminds me of that feeling i once had .