selfish acts by the gods

this poem was born thought my emotion

When did  I choose to accept the fact that my life has been destroy by gods

when did this all gone down in the mudded rivers of soulless

when did I just become the girl who once haunted me

how did I not see this coming

oh why my prayers was never answer

why did gods choose to destroy me more the they already did

was this fate or punishment sent by the gods themselves

or was this all planed but the gods

didn't I got on my knees to begging forgiveness from the gods

didn't the goddess hear me calling for saving

selfish act by the gods 

with goddess choose to watch her child  suffering in endless pain