old and gone

I wrote because what im going thought in my life ,ive losing everything before my birthday and xmas

Darkness full my lungs my eyes hurt be on numb cold full my room and I become so dark and lonely now about to lay a red rose down on the the old run down bed where I slept .No longer do I hold my breath no longer I need to full my lungs now im old and gone you wish you hold me you wish you love you me .