After the Flood: Ode t New OrleansA Poem by Lionel Braud
The Commodore condominiums on St. Charles, where I was staying,
Seemed an ideal place for prose, while streetcars roamed
And the marble fountain hissed a Lotus discontent,
And I,
To be Buddha the poet,
commencing a satyr like vision of the city
did not match how I knew
or always knew the place I use to call
Home. The city of…
Distance I believe did it for me.
Distance also brought me here and
The miles in my head drove me
To my Metairie hometown. I was still Distant and Mute… and
Still mute for description,
But the muter I became
The louder the city waned
And Randy Newman’s prophetic album
Drew surreal recall to my days of bliss
And my teenage angst for the profane wish,
While my father listened to his antics
About the Kingfish and his promising politics.
Still withdrawn, New Orleans was only comfort And I knew nothing outside the levee,
Which convinced me to go through
The gnat-infested air
And at least fish there,
Watch the levee pumps
Exhausting the Spillway’s dumps.
Later in my school days
I learned of longitudes, latitudes
And the Tropic of Cancer that beamed
the hot air that formed crystals on my head,
and I learned about peninsulas but I wasn’t
wise enough to synthesize this knowledge
I called my home as an Island onto myself, I did not realize that I was the Island,
And the city was the seat of my imagination
That iterated ghostly glances of my childhood, What is outside the levee?
What is outside the levee, What is outsidethelevee? It was too faint to hear
Because my heart tainted with fear
of typical school-day fun of busting up,
And sneaking out and pretending…
That’s what my friends were like,
Chuck was like Al-Alfa with the freckles,
Michael was a character from “Welcome Back Kotter”
And Brett, for his lack of height, made it up,
Pretending to be anybody… he was like Webster
With a temper, a rated R Dennis the menace.
It was easy to pretend,
To make friends
And the broken, neglected fence boards
And the easy passageways kept friends close.
But I don’t pretend anymore,
That is why its’ different, the city after the flood,
The vision of Newman, The flood of 1927,
And I don’t pretend anymore.
Now the city is a treasure map
Castled in photograph albums,
And now it has been glossed
With a new varnish from the gulf,
I in Lotus position
Pretending to write some remote idea about home,
Because Now I am remote and still pretending
That home, in its picturesque fashion
Is there in the Novel of my mind.
© 2008 Lionel BraudReviews
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Added on March 4, 2008AuthorLionel BraudSmyrna, GAAboutTry JibJab Sendables eCards today! I have a bachelors in psychology and earning my second degree in English Education. im student teaching next year for secondary English. I turned off t.. more..Writing
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