MPI

This is a poem I wrote after I lost my first child. It was a very dark time for me so I did what I do best when I am emotional.

January 25, 2012

12:49 pm

“MYKEI PRINCE IVY”

Man “O” Man

How my life has changed

Every since that dreadful day

My life will never be the same!

From the moment that I was aware of you,

I immediately became amazed

Now that you’re no longer with me,

Sometimes I find myself in a daze!

Although your life had never even begun,

The four months that we shared together

Was more than just a bond!

I miss the way you rolled, punched, and kicked

And I even miss the times that you made me sick.

If I could do it all over again, just to have you near

I’d never eliminate the pain that I endured

Because it would be all worth it just to have you here!

Whenever I was down,

I thought of the bundle of joy inside my tummy

Boy “o” Boy

I was so excited to become your mommy!

I’m not gonna cry for long

Because I know you’re in a better place

But sometimes it’s so hard,

Knowing that I can’t see your little face!

No one will ever understand why a big part of my heart is missing,

But I want you to know that your sweet face will keep me reminiscing!

I love you dearly

And I forever and always will

No matter how old I become, the spot in my heart that I saved for you

Will always remain, still!

As each and every day goes by

I will continue to think of you because I know you’re watching over me in the sky

But while you dwell amongst the angels, you still remain

“MY LITTLE MYKEI”!