i’m happy

the first time:
different boyfriend, same month
sitting on my bed i swollen 58 pills
pop one, drown it with water
pop a couple more, gag them up
i was in the hospital 11/4 until 11/26
they never knew why
only fifteen years old

the final time:
new boyfriend, new life
i started college at sixteen
i started dating you around the same time too
but you’ll never see these poems
even if they’re all about you
this time i’ll go downstairs
load it up
take a shot
this time they’ll know why
only seventeen years old
so drained of life

Author's Note

i’m not a writer, i just like to express my feelings and post them somewhere. this is just a piece, not meant to take to heart

Reviews

[Planet x]

Powerful . I hope it's just a poem
It is beautiful tho