For you

I didn't see this coming.
How could I be so nugatory?
Then again,
How could God's message be so blunt?

I thought I would have you forever.
Every time you held me in your arms,
I realize now that I took you for granted.
I never wanted to lose you.

Why was I so ignorant?
I watched as that black hole swallowed you.
Your body emerged with the darkness.
I followed you.
Searched for you.

What did I find?

Nothing.
I missed you.
I want to be with you.
I used to say I would kill anyone to be with you.
Now if I want to be with you,
There's only one person in my way, stopping me.
The one person I need to kill to be back with you once more.

Myself.

I let you go.
I could have fought harder.
First, you lose hair hair,
Then blood,
Then your health,
Then weight.

And now, you lost the one thing I thought you would always have.

Your life.
I love you.
I always will.
But what gets me the most,
Is when I look out into that big blue mass of sea,
And I think back to the days when you held me.

Yes, the days when you held me.
The same days I took for granted.
I will never get the back.
Perhaps that's a good thing.
This way the memory has more of a keen vibe to it.

I miss you.
I want you back.
But the only way to be back with you,
Is to foresee my own death.

So here I am,
In this dark room.
I wish I didn't have to do this.
Just remember,
It's for you....

Reviews

[df]

i really like this piece and it was enjoyable [and somber] to read :)

and idk if this is a type but: "First, the you lose hair"

and good ending btw