a final plea for you to come to me for one last time

a final plea 

for you

to come

to me

for one

last time

a misery i can unsee

and forget, those moments we

shared and had and buried

so deep into our memory that we

almost erased them completely; had i been so careless?

the hours slipping through my fingers;

the minutes i spend, every day, trying to bring them back

could i have foreseen this so clearly?

could i have been so sure that this all would end?

i wish i had a telescope so my eyes could leap through

the whole universe, until it reverted back to the beginning

and i could see us again; happy and home and held together

i don't think i'll ever make it there;

not until i find a better excuse to go

and regrets, those moments we

fought and clashed and cried

so long and so loud

it almost erased why we loved each other in the first place

and i wonder 

what would have happened

if we had been so careful?