Bad Dream

Help as I scream to my self 

do you know how this felt

when you left me alone once again

you always do this dont pretend

you always let me fall every time I call

you dont seem to care at all

I tried so hard to get your attention

but stop did I forget to mention

that you were never here in the first place

I dont understand my mind starts to race

Help me I cant see clear

because of this there all my fears 

that are being bottled up like a huge storm

trying to not be torn

but save me from this I cant see

help me believe that there is another life

no I refuse to turn to the knife to solve this situation

no I will listen I will be patient

I have to try this time right?

to stand up and fight

because if I dont I might not see the light

save me my love save me dark night

wait stop i open my eyes 

i see clearly now i wont cry

just another bad dream as I wake up in my bed

I go to my desk but instead I start to write 

Iv'e been having this dream every night of you leaving me again

I guess that is my biggest fear of us not even being friends

but I guess tonight hopefully I wont have that dream

I dont want to scream 

feeling like you left me to fall

no I think I am gonna give you a call