Realize

Hey can I ask you something 

can you please tell me the truth

because I realized in the end 

I'm the one confused

I didn't know what to do 

because in the end all I see is you

I tried to hide it from my friends 

I tried to  not to speak of it again

but no I cant pretend anymore 

in the end my heart became sore

I still think of you because your always on my mind

I try to let go of the memories we had and all our great times

but its hard because when you look cant you see how far

we have gone from now to back then see what we did wrong

so many times we talked about being together

but so many times we deceived each other 

until we couldn't match the same times

I miss the past when you were mine

I guess I fear that I will never be truly loved

maybe I am asking to much 

maybe I dont feel like it's enough

am I the greedy one to have this heart torn

to feel so worn out that I want to be reborn

to a new life and fix the mistakes that I made

to take back all the heart breaks 

to go on a different path to see how long I will last

see if I would be a totally different person 

man life does move fast

Reviews

[maryjaneuy]

very heartfelt poem. really emotional. really nice. keep on writing. ;)