Want to be loved

i want to be loved
not the kind you are thinking of
i want to be the specail one
the one that you want to hold on to 
the one that prevents you being blue
i want to help your pain fade away
i want to help you when you make mistakes
i dont want to runaway from my fears
i dont want anymore nights filled with tears
i dont want to be confused
i feel abused in my heart
i feel so ripped apart
between on where to turn
because theres two sides
yours and mine
and i dont know what to do
i hate being confused
i hate being lost
on a path 
thats going no where
and ending up somewhere i dont like
somewhere i have to fight my own fights
i hate that i have to choose if i dont its gonna hurt
its gonna rip and make someone feel like dirt
whatever i do its not up to you
its up do me which it makes me see
the things i need to think about
the things i need to decide 
theres no more excuses for me to hide
i have to fight my own fights
cuz if i dont it will burn and then i will never learn
only live with regrets and i aint ready for that yet
no one knows the feelings inside
no one sees how hard i try
to not hurt anyone but only me
if i have to i will just to let everyone be
i want to be loved
the way you are thinking may be wrong
i want to be strong 
i wont let anyone push me around
i have to stand my ground
i want to pick the right person for me
the person that can help my every need
i want to do the same for them
that why its so hard to make up a decision

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[HarperRoseValente]

Aww! I love this! Are you sure you werent poking in my diary??? LOl. this is good