Dont say that word

please stop saying you love me
when you call me names
when you drive me insane
when you are being mean 
you make me want to cry 
you make me wish you would die
please stop saying you love me
when you tell me what your gonna do
thats gonna hurt me but not you
how is that love when you know its not true
you know your gonna hurt me if you do
but you arnt going to stop 
thats not hot i hate you 
i despide you with everything i got
you turned my life and my world dark
your hurting and burning my beating heart
please stop saying you love me
when you hurt me over and over again
like its a game that can be played
that you can save and delete the mistakes
but you really cant u knew that from the start
they burn like a scar in my  dying heart
your mean words your cold heart
i feel them it turns to dark
i am scared of what you become
what have you done 
theres no looking back 
once theres a crack 
it cannot be perfect again
theres no chance theres no win
on what has been said
of the horribble things 
we will remember until we are dead
i want to face my fear 
i dont want to be a f*****g b***h
like you said i was
i want to face the fear so i can be free
from the cage you gave to me
where i lived to long 
now i have to be strong and break free
so i can see the light once again
so i can have fun with my friends
i dont want to cry every night
knowing nothings right
i want to escape the pain
go back to the happy days again
and not have to worry about you
cuz worrying is all i do
and i dont need to cuz its a waste if its on you 
so please dont say you love me
cuz you dont know what that word  means