Is it?

Is it worth it? 

to cry every night

over his accusations 

to worry about his flight

or whether we'll have calm conversations

is it worth it?

to love him so much

while not sure that he loves me back

that he couldn't bare to lose touch

with the one that is everything he lacks

is it worth it ?

to feel the pain i do

over his few words

is it worth it to you?

to choke on chords

Is it worth it?

to love someone

to hate someone

to want someone

to need someone

is it worth it? 

whether i doubt him or not

is it worth it? 

till the day i am shot

is it worth it?

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yes