Undefined

About me, my ex-boyfriend, and his friends. Written when we were still together.

I’m who I want to be

Wandering in this dream

Because it doesn’t seem real to me

But I know I’m so lucky

It’s everything I wished for

I’m not bitter anymore

I’m not lonely anymore

I’m not alone anymore

It all just crashed into my life

They’re the stories in my head

A mess of a dream that turned out right

From all the things that were said

Time will not erase

Those days and that place

But it’s a memory far away

Lost in that beautiful age

He said I’d miss it all

And I cried so hard later that fall

Some days I wonder what I saw

That made me think things won’t go wrong

It’s all that matters now

It all just crashed into my life

I’m still broken somehow

It’s all still undefined

Like those holidays over nothing

It’s all still undefined