Twenty Twelve

I didn’t know him that night

When he walked through the door

Now I’m wishing I did not know him anymore

That cold December night

Is still in the back of my mind

Along with all the confidence I couldn’t find

I fell out of love that night

Just to realize it was a mistake

I never knew that much heartache

Another flashback to that night

Maybe it’s not okay to be who I am

Just one more thing I’ll never understand

I will always remember that night

And seeing him again would only be a sin

Because I just might fall in love with him

But I can’t forget that night

Another thing to add to this mess

Another feeling I’ll never confess

Now I’m all alone tonight

I know his eyes could talk me into something

And get me out of this nothing