Once AgainA Poem by Alu Ro
Once again I revive from pain
I emerge stronger after enduring all the suffering Why didn't my heart warn me of my future The message never reached my mind from my relentless heart In retrospect, the scenario that is playing a re-run I can see the obvious out in open A fair warning to hold myself back Sometimes life demands a huge price for a simple lesson I wish I could have restrained the naive child in me I believe it insisted on proving my mind wrong Repeating the mantra of optimism, courage and strength To build trust for a long lasting bond In hope that this time around I did encounter abundance of faithful love Instead I stand here once again, more alone than ever before... Broken to pieces Shattered in every possible way Hurt beyond despair Holding onto little things Trying to save myself from drowning or disappearing Why does my heart still not fathom what's transpired? Why can I not belief that which I have seen? Why can I not register even after seeing broken pieces of me? My colourless bleeding heart Still holds onto a hope that this might just be a phase This is a side of me that I'm not proud off I do not recognize this person (me) that's so desperately is taken over with emotions Waiting just like a dog awaits his master With pleading eyes I am ashamed of myself I am disgusted of myself I just know I have to conquer this Bring my original broken self back As the truth is, that's the best that can happen to me! © 2020 Alu Ro |
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Added on October 28, 2020 Last Updated on October 28, 2020 Tags: #love, #lifelessons, #lonely AuthorAlu RoCanadaAboutI write because I get an urge to express myself. My work is a combination of past, present and future clubbed with fantasy. more..Writing
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