As I sit here passing the time I often wonder if I'm on your mind A fraction of the minutes I think of you Would consume your days and your evenings too I often wonder if it will ever be Though I know it wont and its killing me My heart is torn in an unfixable way As I wander in a world I wish not to stay So as I sit here wasting my time I hope for the best and blow out my mind Perhaps in the next life I will be blessed With your hand, your heart, and all of the rest.