Never the same

poetry/spoken word

Once again.. Can't sleep...

laid up in another s**t hotel..

Insomnia wrestling sanity..

Sanity is not doing so well...

I'm not sure if my mind wanders...

Or if I've lost my mind..

in less than 90 days I have lost everything that was mine..

My child...My hopes...My dreams...

An atheist looking at the sky, asking a God I don't even believe in,.. Why?!!

They say insanity is repeating the same actions and expecting different results...

So what's it called when you change everything and wind up at the same cross roads?

The intersection of Fucked Dr. and S**t's Creek. . .

Not so confident that I can return to my feet.

The rocks at rock bottom are jagged....

They cut deep. . .

I will never be the same...

After all this..For better or worse...

I will NEVER be the same.