The Questions

I am trapped in the mind I live in.

 

You learn to love your characters. If you want others to fall in love with the characters then you yourself have to do so first. Make this how you want to. Get in to the true emotions of things and allow yourself to make the readers feel how you feel and see what you see and think like you think and love like you love and hate like you hate and experience it all how you as a character see and feel and live and act and touch and smell and taste.

What is it that I am trying to get across to all of those that want to see the vision in my head. What is the vision in my head. What am I looking for in life to get across to all of those that are willing to watch and see and read and feel and touch and taste all of the things willing to be looked for. Am I really this good that I can do what my heart is setting out for. And do what will make me have a life that I am yearning for. What is the life that I am yearning for and how can I get to it and reach is so that everything in life unfolds as it should. There is a dropout that has done something that nobody has done before and created something that has done everything.

I can live in a world that is nothing like the world I live in and create a life and lives that will live in the pages of our souls. What is it that I am looking for. There are many things in life that will without a doubt create mischief in the fabric society has set forth. But the real test is not allowing the sheet to block your vision of what life really is. And to define the meaning of life is only written with the last breath breathed on earth. I want to breath my thoughts for all to see. And to do this is only defined by the time I put in to the thought that I have tried so hard to make a reality.

But all of this babble makes sence in my mind but it dosent make sense in all of the others. I need to make this process work for itself. Like being plugged in to the mind and the train of thought that makes all of this possible. What is it that I am looking for?

What is it that I am looking for when I do what I am doing right now? I am looking for the right question that will spark the ultimate search for the answer that will generate the right material that I am looking for. What is the material that I am liking for? The material that I am looking fot is locked behind my closed eyes, and will only be seen behind closed eyes in the dream I am looking in to.