illuminated

Can you feel when im alone?i wish you could hear the silence that screams inside me, or how i can feel my heart getting dull, or the evil plans inside this skull, infatuated with money and hoes, i wish it was better but this is the life i chose, i live with one fear, god, but hes not here, the bad are doing better the good are doing worst, i can hear the thunder as my name is getting cursed, i rather loose my soul and put this money first..