chapters of love

you fill up the emptiness in me.

i. f**k you but i can’t really blame you

   let’s just blame distance and thank the universe

   i know you forget a lot but please remember that i have feelings, way too many feelings that go all over the place and i’m scared they might stain your shirt and you’ll leave me alone

   please don’t forget that you drained me blue, the little vampire that you are

ii. patience is a virtue, one that i have an abundant supply of, but just like yours, my life here is also limited in this world and i can’t keep on watching you break what’s left of my heart with a hammer

    perhaps in another dimension, we are always together and we work together and we love each other

    crying is one of my pastimes and i hope you’ll offer me more than your shoulder to cry on, maybe your chest so i can hear your heartbeat, just a suggestion

iii. yes, you are completely flawed, but i have chosen to give all my attention and affection to you because you are, in my eyes, worthy of being loved

     please understand that i am a wreck and i’m sorry for that; i understand if you will look for someone else

     it’s going to be okay

iv. this is very important: i love you, and this time, i mean it.