if my family owned a gun

sadly, we do not

if my family owned a gun,

i'd be very excited.

not because it would keep 

the thieves out

but because i'd have 

something to keep me going.

if my family owned a gun,

i'd stare at it every day

then i'd have conversations with it,

telling him the things we would 

do together.

if my family owned a gun, 

on a calm friday night,

i'd hide it in my room.

if my family owned a gun,

i'd use it to kill myself.