no one understands

bc i feel misunderstood

let's start with my sleeping habits:

i have to be awake when the moon is up

and i have to be asleep when the moon is down

and my father cannot get that because he thinks i am ungrateful

for sunshine.

my dog barks so noisily when the music that preaches the 

thoughts i cannot let out plays

he cannot understand because he just wants to sleep.

i need to get away and give myself some time

for some reason, my mother cannot understand that because

her life was rushed, and in her footsteps, my life must be rushed too.

i like the quiet and peace, i am tired of loud laughter and

hypocritical comments and my friends do not understand this

because they make those and sometimes, i feel sorry for them, 

but most of the time, for myself.

i want to be with you so so so so much 

and even i can't understand that because we barely talk and 

it feels like we are worlds apart, but every time i write,

it somehow ends up being about you and i cannot understand that 

at all.