Dear love, You are my first.

This is a letter to my love. One she may never see.

Dear My love,
You are my first. I have never loved before. I have never had a bond like this. I have never felt love before you. You are my first and only. You have unlocked my icey heart. You have tamed this beast. You have stolen my heart. No you have not stolen anything I give it to you. You are my everything. I am blind to love. I have been going through this with out an example. I have not been guided by anyone. You must understand with you being my first. I am unknown to a lot. You must allow me to make mistakes. They are little but ever time you are hurt I get burned. Why? I do not understand. I am only here to be with you. Why do you push me away? Do you not love me anymore? Did you love me at all? I thought you did. But I could of mistaken. You made me open to the world and I hope you dont grow old of me then leave me in the cold. You are my first and I want you to be my last. I know what I feel is love. I would die for you. I would be dammed to the deepest Reachs of hell for you. I will either walk though heaven with you or burn in hell alone. You are my heart. You are my first. My fist love. My first kiss.My first girl. My first heart. My first everything.But I don't want you to be my first heart break. I have done my best. But I do not know why you move away. You move close but then I move close you move away. I wait you say why am I distant. I came closer you move away. I give you your space. You want to be close. You let me in then push me out. I try to help but you tell me your fine. Then you break down and cry. But you never tell me why. You do not lie but you hide the full story. Am I just another guy? You say I need to talk but you remain silent. I beg you to speak but you don't let out a squeak. I try to take a peek but you cover you feeling. You say your alright but I can see you are losing all your might. Please let me in. You put me in charge then you don't obey. Please tell me what is wrong. Have we grown apart? Have I don't same thing wrong? If so I am sorry. I can't lose you. I won't lose you. If your unhappy I will leave. I will do anything for you. Just say the word. You are first. So please help me.

Reviews

[Tori Jones]

Aww was this for your girlfriend? You must rlly like her, she's very lucky.