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If you have a name tell me.

My dreams are not of the past
But the future
I see my life
Played out before me
I have two paths
One is full of pain and sorrow
but ends in peace
The other is full of happyness and joy
but ends is pain and sorrow
What to choice?
I want what's best
Not for me
But for her
Is it a life time of love then heart breaking pain
Or a short time of heart breaking pain and a life time of sorrow
What to do?
I can handle both
But what about her?
Will she be happyer
Without me or will it be the final blow?
I do not wish to leave
But am I good for her?
Now I am but what about the future?
Will she lose me or will I lose her?
I can hurt her
I won't hurt her
But am I hurting her?
I do not know
Why am I here?
Tell me!