Sleepless nights

I am alone
I have always been alone though
I am sleepless
But I have always been sleepless
Why is this different?
Before was the same as now
Was it not?
But it feels different
But is not or is it?

Reviews

[The Exiled Wolf]

This piece is so deep, that it took me a few times to grab something from it. It really takes some effort to immense into this piece, and feel the loneliness and tiredness in it. In my perception this is the night of realization - finally realizing how lonely one is, and how tired it is to live the life. It does feel different when I reach that realization, but when looking back, it seems it's not that different. This is simple yet well-written. Thanks Lord of Mad Men for sharing this!

P.S. on line 6, is it "same" or "sane"? Just asking.