on my mind

lyrics from an unfinished rap but i like whats been started here and maybe with the right reception could be elebaroated on further

You're always on my mind, even when I slow it with the weed ,
You always on track with just what I need ,
You always on my mind and man it makes my mind bleed ,

I'm a blind man walking through the inferno,
And I can't process this data man it must be something internal,
I been calculating what you was hating ,
And something don't add up ,
I know I was wrong and u was mad but,
I can't get it off my mind I can't get u off my mind ,
You can't get him off your mind but u say it was just one time ,
Wanna blow up inside but I tell u it's just fine ,
U said it was just one time but since the one time I knew u wasn't mine,
And I'm still trying to fix it ,
But like the boy who cheated I just lost my golden ticket ,
I remember back when we used to talk bout it and and just kick it ,
Now it seems like fussing and fighting screaming and kickin,
Now you at another house getting a dicken ,
And I'm here wondering when the drugs will kick in,