Hunger

The pain of hunger

And the pain of eating too much

Have become one now.

I don’t know when i’m hungry,

Or when I have eaten too much.

Food makes me sick,

Yet makes my stomach growl.

Food is what I hate

And what I crave.

I don’t want the food,

But I need it.

I need it to show people that i’m eating,

And to help me survive.

It is my greatest enemy

And my best friend.

I eat too little,

Yet feel like I have had too much.

I starving,

I’m too full,

I don’t even know.