My Demons

These are my demons

My demons

They find me when i'm weak

They grab me

They strangle me till all the light is gone.

Then, they play with me.

They tell me my darkest thoughts are true,

They show me my biggest weaknesses.

They tell me i'm alone,

That no one loves me.

They scar me,

Over two years

To nothing at all.

They make me less then human

They tell me to do things I don’t want to do.

I’m paranoid because of them

I panic.

I fight them.

Then they let me go.

I’m cold

Empty on the inside.

They laugh at me

They scream at me

They hurt me

They scare me.

The monster is gone

But nothing is left.