A traped soul

life and love are so alike but when death stires into the mix all crumbles to the pityless ground. feelings and thoughts are turned to deep and dark nothingness of which i call my life

WHY?

im running away. all i can hear is the pounding thoughts taking place within my mind. they are all coming at once,millions of them, but yet none of them give me the answer. I need this answer more than i need air to breath. I wish i didnt have a question such as this to answer, but i do, and this is why i must leave...

 

I run away but my feet  fail me. they fumble around but i fight to keep my ground.

I continue to run although i dont know where im running,

all i know is that im running AWAY.

 im running from it ALL, the misery, the secrets, the lies but most of all im running from those i love. I dont wish to leave, but its the only way to save them all, save them from the pain i feel...

 

As these thoughts rush through my head I suddenly return to reality 

only to realise where im running, my feet had led me to 'our place'.

'our place'. the place where it all happened. This is where i found and lost the one I love. 

This is the place he took me on our first date; i remember seeing all the glowing fireflies around our picknick blanket, i remember the tress whisteling in the wind, i remember the roses he planted throughout the whole field but most of all i remember being with him. i remember his embrass and just being with him. hes all i saw and will ever see.

 

because,

 

our love is like nothing else, everytime he even stands near me my heart pounds, the air around me stops circulating and then i feel heat running through me, it runs through my veins and into my heart. It runs so deap into my core that i cant control my following actions, everytime we see eachother we embrass eachother into our arms untill the bell rings.

 

as the many painful memories flood my thoughts ,my feet finaly win. They drop my whole body towards the ground and yet i dont stop myself, i lay there on the ground and sob.

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[::Yv0nne::]

You are a very good writer...keep it up. I like your use of description.