Misguided

Those burning tears streak down my face
A flush of embaressment tinged with resentment
That guilt bubbling inside of me
Anger licking my insides
Trying so hard not to surcomb to those hatefull feelings
Your trickery and lies left me broken
My elasticity reached I snap
With vision so sharp I see clearly now
Through the disguises and caniving despisers
Through your bullshit that you fed me for 5 years
Through your weakness and self loathing
Through your disintegrated lines
Abandonment you leave me so alone
It's ok we asked your permission
You have no blessing of mine
You have no forgiveness as well
I give you nothing of my heart
You left it a broken shell
So alone again I stumble onwards
Left to rebuild anew
Planting more seeds I hope to grow a beautiful tree
Not those stagnant weeds like you
So go on and feel as free as you like
I pray for you, and that you're happy with mike
Go fly away and spread your wings
Just don't think that you'll ever be 
Able to look back at me
 

Reviews

[barricade]

painfully sad...the emotions screaming out through your words...! aches of a broken heart...brutal!!!
yet hoping for the good of the one who broke it into a million pieces! maybe that's just how love is...

"Those burning tears streak down my face
A flush of embaressment tinged with resentment
That guilt bubbling inside of me
Anger licking my insides
Trying so hard not to surcomb to those hatefull feelings
Your trickery and lies left me broken"

a tough write indeed...can feel the despair, the agony in those lines

"With vision so sharp I see clearly now
Through the disguises and caniving despisers
Through your bullshit that you fed me for 5 years
Through your weakness and self loathing
Through your disintegrated lines
Abandonment you leave me so alone"

and still that love showing its trace...

"I pray for you, and that you're happy with mike
Go fly away and spread your wings"

just so painful! leaves you all numb and cold...butchering all your beliefs!!!!

great piece!

regards
barricade...