Happiness

I once saw you in the street

Think of happiness

I'll think of sadness

I'll ride in a car 

I wonder what I'm missing?

Something will always be missing

I'll think of happiness and my sins

Think of how I never feel happy

Remember the times when you felt happy

Remember when you felt bad

Just think of happiness

He's always scaping from me...

A wonder how

My life would be when happiness comes back..

A word makes me fall

All I want to do is to become something new

Happiness is always hiding itself from me

I try to find it

But when I'm close to it

Something wrong happens

And puts me at the start line again

Something thats beautiful

Brings me pain

A long search that seems to have no end

I'm slowly becoming something else

Without happiness in my heart

All I want to do is be happy and live with Joy

I go to every corner of my life searching for it

Every square and every triangle to search in

I'm slowly losing myselft at this game

Just please bring me happiness

And let the sorrow leave my heart

I'm slowly losing myself

Why is something beautiful

So painful?

I can't find it

I'm slowly losing myself

Hear me out

Hear me, Hear me Hear me

I'm losing myself

I want to be happy for the rest of my life

Hear me, hear me

Hear me, Hear me NOW!

I don't want to be what I'm becoming

A man without happiness

Don't let me go

Hold me tight

Before I get lost in darkness again

Hold me close, Hold me close

I'm losing myself

You can barely see me now

I'm fighting but I cant hold on long...

Hear me, Listen to me NOW!

Darkness is sorrouding me

I can't hold for long

Where is happiness now?

I can't see it

nor hear it

Save my heart, please just save my heart

12 damn years in solitude

I can't live like this another 12

Just save me and listen to me!

I can't find happiness....

Hear me, Listen to me!

Save me from myself!

I can't hold on for long now

So just someone come and understand my pain

And save me, hear me, save me, listen to me!

Grab me from my hand

Don't let me fall again

I don't want to go back

Happiness such a beauty

Love and kind you are

To me you are what I'm missing right now

12 longs years since I last saw you by the street

Now every word makes me fall

Save me, Listen to me, Hear me

Don't let me fall again..

I'm crying for help

Now just someone save me

Show me what real love means

And let me meet happiness...

Oh dear..

why have you been such a pain for me?

Save me, Listen to me, hear me again

Just don't let me fall...

Please not  again...

Show me happiness again

A word that I haven't understood for 12 long years

Since 3 I was happy but now

I'm falling down

Just please someone save me...

Save me...

Listen to me...

Don't let me fall...

Hear me...

and save me from my pain..

Author's Note

This one is probably my longest, But it's what I feel right now

Reviews

[The StoryTeller]

Wow, dude, I really hope you don't still feel this way... I know this feeling and it sucks. You illustrated it perfectly, and I love how you yelled out, "HEAR ME NOW!" My only grammatical suggestions are "He's always scaping me" to "He's always escaping me." and "A wonder how" to "I wonder how." Other than that, great write LAAR. :P

[Lizardo]

I felt like this for a long long time... But not anymore :)
Thank you so much and I will take your suggestions too!
Thanks bro, I'm glad you liked it!

[The StoryTeller]

That's good, I really want you to be happy man.
No problem, I hope they help!
And no problem, it was a good write with lots of emotion. Maybe not fully out in the open raw, but emotion nonetheless.

[Matthew James Ginn]

This is a truly a magnificent poem! It does a really good job to connect with the reader :) we have all felt those feelings that you out in the poem. its almost like we are experiencing it with you! cant wait for more! great job

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it :)

[Daisy]

It's awesome..... but don't yell like this if u want happiness it's near you..... wonderful concept

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it :)

[luvs2write]

This was so emotional. Your call for help in stanza eight is amazing. It was pretty long, but I think you did good carrying the same idea throughout the whole poem. Keep writing!!

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much! I really appreciete it

[luvs2write]

You're welcome. =)

[B.J]

That is so well written enjoyed

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much B.J ! I really appreciete it

[B.J]

your welcome

[Emily]

I always love the way to start you poems!
Well done!

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much!

[SheDragon16]

This is really good I can really relate to this poem I have been there where everything beautiful seems dark and happiness makes you sad. Keep up the good work Lizardo.

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much! I really appreciete it

[Matching Socks]

This is one of your most open and honest pieces Lizardo.
Excellent stream of consciousness my friend.

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much Ana! I really appreciete it :)

[CA Anurag Sharma]

Another brilliant work... the pain... the helplessness... too good....

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much!

[Cool Girl]

Wow. The call for happiness was so desperate, so emotional.. I loved it:)

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much Aless, I'm glad you liked it :)

[Cool Girl]

you're welcome! :)