Houdini

All I want

Is to disappear

When you never trusted me

Like houdini

disappear from stage

and be somewhere else

Where I can be happy

With someone who can love me

And not throw me away

On this world that comes to the end

You never new about what I could do

My ability, You wont know it now

I got many magic tricks on my sleve

Ready to burst out in the show

Show the world who I can really be

I Hidde my tricks from the people

They'll try to bring me down

I want to be someone else

Sometimes I want to dissapear

Up and down

Show and show

Magic and Magic

Not even my biggest trick can save me now

You got what you wanted from  me

Now I'm sitting down here

Chains holding me

In a prison of water

I just want to disappear

I want to shine like the stars

But this chains don't let my fly

I thought about an scape

but thats too coward from me

Trick after trick

This is too much for me

I want to go back in time

And never have met you

I want to go back in time

Where my tricks really surprise people

Time passes by

And now they expect what they see

Chains holding my two arms

Families making me happy

Fear consuming me

Sometimes I want to disappear

Sometimes I want to disappear...

Author's Note

Okay, this is my last one for the week

Reviews

[Don't just B, but B ama..]

This is an amazing piece. I love the reference to Harry Houdini who most think drowned during an escape act, when he actually died of infection from his appendix and he was always claiming to be able to withstand a "blow" from any man. a man entered his room before a show, he was already feeling Ill and asked him to accept the challenge. Before Houdini could even "tense" up the man struck him in the stomach five times. He the felt ill during the performance and collapsed after walking off stage @ 52 years old. His appendix was ruptured but also was already killing him from being severely infected. so they say? Great Poem

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much, I really appreciete it!

[jacob erin-cilberto]

i felt this way in a relationship...but now she has more regrets than i...she had trust issues, and she disappeared into her fears when we were together.
now she wishes she hadn't...but then things happen for a reason.
i like all the contradiction in the last stanza...

[Lizardo]

Thank you so much Jacob, Yeah I felt that way a time ago, I really wanted to disappear and go somewhere else, I can maybe relate to your experience somehow.
Thank you for your review

[Cool Girl]

If you disapear, then I'll have to disapear. And if I disapear, then so will Iveltac and Dan! So complicated :p

Love the poem! I've felt that way before...

[Lizardo]

Pretty complicated, Thank you so much, yeah me too..

[Cool Girl]

Welcome! :)