Sleezy Side Of Life

she talks to her mother and tells her she is an angel
when she is with me she is the devil
well she cuts class to see me
doesn't want to be me
so she reads me her scripture to fill my head
as she is lying naked in my bed
what is this i am doing
who is this girl i am screwing
but she is the wild girl in my life
she talks to me about god
and keeps pleeding me to change
doesn't want me to be with the devil
even though she finds me strange
some punk from the gutter with a switchblade tounge
a girl with something to give me some
she wears her schoolgirl dress
i look like a mess
i am just here writing like i am on the sleezy side of life

she leaves and i am all alone
sit arounds as she goes talks to a nun
goes and tells them what we done
i am a rock n' roll devil
with caring eyes
just always out looking for another good time
she hands me a bible and a clean bill of health
but then i drive her away
so she comes back looks at me
tells me that she really loves me
then i f**k her out of her mind
but then she goes away
then i race out on my motorcycle to find some girl
bring her home and take her around the world
she says she loves me
but i am sick of the lies
i just want them to go away
so i race out of my house and go find a church
get fed up and left
to do some more s**t
see the school girl on the street
and she is spreading some s**t
so i open my eyes and see what i have become
this angry monster inside
but she says she really loves my eyes
so i put on shades like a devils disguise
i am just so sick of the sleezy life
i sit around and call up my friends
wondering if they want to go on a drinking bindge
find so many girls and f**k them up on a wimb
but in the end they just go away
she enters my room and gives me a kiss
i ask her to leave but she won't submit
i wrote on the walls because she hides all my s**t
she makes me get out of my bed
she makes me breakfast and tries to get in my head
she gave me a bible and asked if i read
i wish she would just go away
i talk to her about her life
wondering why she likes this guy
she wants me to live but i want to die
and then she cries for me
she tried to love me but it is a masqurade
i left my house in a death motorcade
i never want to die but i am living in so much sin
feeling like it is another head spin
her body is shaking from all the junk she took
she seem to hate me but that is the hook
now she never will never go away
she is my toxic twin
she looks at me and tells me to take off the disgues
so she rips off the shades and looks in my eyes
i look dead like the devil but she sees the angel inside
why won't she go away
that is why i am living such a sleezy life

well i go out on the road do another show
i see the bright lights and the neon glow
well when i hit the stage
i am just so enraged
with them injecting heroin in my veins
that is when i kick a*s
so i find a girl and then we f**k
i get done then i call her a s**t
i had an affair with my w***e of choice
but they just keep going away
i come home sit on the couch
watch the tv and hope it is enough
she tells me i look like hell
but i just can't tell
she wants to f**k but i tell her no
she cooks me dinner but i want to go
so i then ask her how she has been
she wants me to take another spin
but she just won't go away
her mother comes by looking for her
all she is wearing is one of my shirts
she looks at me with such disgust
slaps my face and breaks my shades
she thinks i have the devil inside
I just wish that b***h would go away
guess i really am the devil in disguise
i guess i am just living such a sleezy life
i meet a angel with broken wings
tell her i love her but she wants my things
she wants to f**k me everynight
but i just want her to go away
i want her to go
but she wants me to quit
i don't want to do anything
but she begs me to quit
i try not to love her
but she won't submit she just won't go away
i want to be back out on the road
i want to look at the neon glow
i drink booze alll night long
i want to f**k girls till i go
but the visions of her won't go away
i picture her their in her school girl skirt
i look in the mirror i look like s**t
don't want to be seen
so i put on a disguise
then i put on my shades
but everything to me is a haze
she is naked lying on a bed of roses
she just won't go away
i am just living a sleezy life

Reviews

[Brittany W]

Very good, i enjoyed this, your poems can be wordy, but i like that. Its more like a story than a poem and it flows smoothly most of the time, you have a unique way to write and i very much like it. Keep up the good work.