Hi, I miss you.

Dear World, I miss you.

I miss the way things used to be.

The way the sun shined perfectly.

Guiding us on the right path.

Where did everything go wrong?

I miss those carefree summers at the beach,

The hot breeze blowing in the air, 

Making our hair sway and tangle in all directions.

I miss when I was a little girl, 

And even then I had more of a life than I do now.

I've been abandoned,

By everyone: Friends, family.

I've been ditched by everyone possible.

Family- engrossed in eachother.

Friends- well, they found love.

Me? Just sitting in my bedroom,

Taking everything in.

Analyzing my hopes, dreams.

Doubting myself.

Attempting to believe in myself.

But how can I believe, 

When nobody believes in me?

When nobody supports me?

I miss the way me and my father used to stay up all night watching movies by the fireplace.

The way he would hold me when I was sick.

I miss you, Daddy.

You're here, so close. 

But I feel like we have grown so far apart.

Come back.

I miss the way my cousins and I would play together at family parties.

We would sit together on the beach everyday during the Summer.

Now, I barely get a second glance.

Apparently, in their eyes, in everyone's eyes,

I haven't grown up.

Everyone is wrong.

Everyone doubts.

Nothing-- will ever be the same.

Author's Note

Holyyshit. That is the FURTHEST from perfect. I'm actually laughing really hard at myself. That is a jumbled mess of nothingness. But I don't know if I would even consider it a poem or a rant? Classify it as you like. PLEASE, let me know what you think. I just like the feedback, I grow from every review. I don't have time to always post what I revise on here, so you don't see my growth, but one day, I will update every single thing I have revised, for everyone to see. Alright, thank you everyone <3

Reviews

[Rhonda]

so true. i feel the same way a little. thnx

[Daydreamer54]

It kind of sounded like a letter written in a poetic way.This describes the ups and downs of life and how it is being a teen when everything isn't the same as when you were a little kid. it kind of sounded like a rant, but i still think it expresses something meaningful.