2016 March 15A Chapter by Alex J.A scene that happens later in the chronological story. There
was a clock that hung on the wall, ticking tepidly against the silence. Every
other beat was either far too short or far too long, but I couldn’t bring
myself to decide which. All I knew was that I could no longer keep my breathing
in time with it’s beat, especially not now. I
heard the refrigerator open and close. The sound coming from the other side of
my door meant someone was downstairs. Soft noises floated through the air,
undoubtedly produced from the rising volume of the television box. Whoever
wanted ice was not alone. Two
people downstairs. No talking. Thought,
I suppose that was better than the latter. Just
a couple minutes ago, I had caught my mother crying. It wasn’t a rare occasion.
These past few days, she hadn’t been the best at hiding her emotions. Not from
me, anyways. Wine glass in hand, the water poured from her eyes as she
confessed the elements and cause of her misery. I had never been emotionally
inclined in these situations, but my hand had automatically gone up to her
shoulder, bringing her into an embrace. I lied to her. I told her everything
was going to be okay, but the words sounded less than convincing as they passed
over my own ears. I gave her some space after that, wandering back up to my
room. Even as the moment passed, her sorrow stuck to me, weighing me down with
every hopeless glance she couldn’t hide in her eyes. © 2016 Alex J.Author's Note
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Added on March 16, 2016 Last Updated on March 16, 2016 Tags: lgbt, pansexual, transgender, ftm, gay, depression, mental illness, abuse, mental abuse AuthorAlex J.AboutI've been writing all my life. I am currently writing a book that I hope to finish and publish in the next few years. more..Writing
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