March 30th 2019

It's a Journal

Evening was a beautiful poem with lights cascading an aroma of splendor; poems were sung in the sky with tiny wings; God is the beauty of creation. I thank God for all his wonderful creation.

There was a black eye at night. Yes, there were some twinkling gems. I could hear the tweet of birds, their lovely chirps emanating from nests. I had a passionate time on bed.

Morning woke me up with singing of beautiful things. The clouds were shaped like waves. The sunrise is a marvel poet going up. I had mom’s freshly brewed tea. A lot of creative thoughts stormed my mind.

I read into the Gospel of Mathew and it Christ said he would come with bastion of angels and separate the sheep from the goats.

This is what Christ said of Sheep. When I was hungry you gave me food. When I was thirst you gave me drink. When I was sick you visited me and when I was prison you came to see me. There’s reward for you in Heaven. The Sheep are the true Christian folk and they are the compassionate ones.

This is what Christ said of the goats. When you were hungry you did not feed me, when I was thirsty you did not give me water to drink. When I was sick you did not visit me. When I was in prison, you did not come to see me. You are the ones who are not chosen to go to Heaven. You will be condemned to be in Hell.

IFP

IFP is the credentials of Indian Fanatic Party. IFP has banned religious worship in all schools. However they said schools should keep idols of Hindu Goddesses and Gods as part of culture. Is the stand taken by the IFP culturally right?

Lexigraphy

Lexigraphy formed from Lexis (meaning) and Graphy (Writing) is the conversion of one figure of speech into another. Lexigraphy is a new figure of speech. Here are some examples. She is a thin stick is a metaphor. She is thin like a stick is a simile. Let’s convert a parable of Jesus into an idiom. Here is the famous parable of the Unjust Judge. An old woman appealed to this judge for justice but he paid no heed. But the lady did not give up. She was persistent in her appeal and finally the judge acceded. As an Idiom the Parable of the Unjust Judge means achieving or accomplishing something finally at last as result of persistence and prayer. When will the Unjust Judge Happen in My life?

There’s a famous phrase in the Bible: ‘The Word Became Flesh’ and it is referred to Christ who embodied his spiritual self as God in a mortal body. The Word Became Flesh as an idiom means loyalty, obedience and purity to God. Our bodies should be a word became a flesh.

I would like narrate my experiences with pornography here.  My experience with porn started when I was 8 or 9. There was a comic Mandrake and in it was a beautiful woman Aleena. I became enamored of her and I started masturbating. I used to masturbate on the pillow and on top of a bucket turned down. When I was 12 I used to rummage the pornographic books hidden by my  father. I used to devour them intense lust. Then I became acquainted with porn movies. And later on with coming of the internet I was addicted the lesbian pornography. The mystery of the sacred feminine fascinated me. Coming to Christ, I have completely buried all my outings with porn. I now a clean person and I have my wife and I am contented with her. Yes porn is a sin and I want it no more in my life.

I would like to narrate my experiences in falling love. I felt in love with girl called Sheeba who was doing her college with me. I was very shy but she gave smiles whenever she used to see me. I finally broke ground and mustered the courage to speak to her. She was living in hostel and she used to go out on weekends to visit her guardians. So one day we went on train. She took her palms and put in mine. Oh how beautiful it felt. Her hand was smooth as velvet. Later on we went out for a movie and we kissed in rapture. I could fondle her passionate breasts and told our parents that we wanted to get married. She used to live in a remote Island of India called Port Blair. Once she came to Kerala and that time I had an air ticket to her place and went. She came back to her place and when she met me, she developed displeasure. Our connection a strong one 3 years was broken up because I did not heed to her words. I have tried searching for her everywhere, on social media but she is nowhere to be found. Someone told me she died in an accident. She has a special place in my heart. I feel so sorry that our marriage did not take place.

 

Let me also narrate a story about my significant other from the Philippines. I don’t know how we met. She was much older to me and she developed an interest in my writing and used to encourage me with it. I have spent days with her and I have made sweet poetry with her. I do regret all of it now since I have turned to Christ as it says in the Bible that adultery is a sin. We do communicate with each other and she keeps on tempting me to visit her. I am now fully in Christ and I vowed not to sin.