Journal March 18th 2019

It's a journal of my daily life.

Today morning I had two remarkable dreams.  Early morning I saw a Serpent, I saw its lissome body moving gracefully. I interpret this dream as an awakening of sexual energy. May be I will have quicker erections and longer ejaculations. Then I saw a horde of govt. revenue stamps. I take it as a positive sign that I will win the first prize for a lottery. Revenue stamps are needed to file in the returns for the lottery. Today all the 9^th graders wished for my birthday. I felt so thankful and felt like owning a bosom heart. I was able to engage the 9^th graders meaningfully as I took the lesson grid map interpretation. I failed at the lottery but I have surge of enthusiasm in my heart as God Jehovah Jesus will accomplish great things in my life. There’s a chunk of property near the church and I inquired the price and if it’s going to be sold. My mother has gifted me with a school and I am planning to develop kindergarten, primary and middle school there. As far as 2019 is concerned it’s going to be a great year for me, and I feel thankful to God for all his blessings. I started reading the Gospel of Mathew and in it Jesus says: ‘words are very powerful: take them seriously’ Yes, I agree with Jesus that words have the potent to transmute to meaning. Thus goeth the adage: you ‘must say: what you want to make’. I also read the parable of the seed. It’s a beautiful parable applicable to life. Jesus says: that some seed fell on the road and the birds came and ate it up: some fell on gravel and those did not have root to grow and they perished: some fell amongst weed and the weed choked it up: some seed fell on ground and grew into healthy trees which yielded good fruit. Jesus is a metaphor for a language that leads to healthy life. In him the word is fulfilled. All negative thoughts, angst of the mind are unhealthy language, a metaphor for deviltry. Stay clear of them. It says in the gospel of Mathew that when Jesus was questioned by the Pharisees on his divinity: he said: he will be like the prophet Jonah who spent three nights and days in the stomach of whale. He will lie in the grave for three nights and days and then resurrect to heaven. 3 is a magical mystical number and it’s most prominent one is the signature of divinity�"the Father, Son and The Holy Ghost. Again three stands for the 12 tribes of Israel which is 2+1=3. Strange is puzzling and intricate connection.