It's Strange

It’s strange 

Feeling nothing for so long 

Being numb to the world around 

And with the blink of an eye 

All of those feelings flood back in

The pain, the sadness

All of it

Out of nowhere 

Like a punch in the gut 

I feel sick

The faucets which have been fixed for so long

Threatening to burst again

But you hold them back

Not allowing them to control you

But one can never be too sure how long that will last

So you take your pills

And pray to a god whom you don’t believe in

That this feeling will go away

Because you’re no longer used to it

That strange feeling of agony

Any feeling that isn't nothing