How weird

It feels so weird

To want to be sad

To miss the feeling of depression

It feels weird to be empty

To feel nothing at all

To just be existing

Not feeling happy

Or sad

Just nothing

No thoughts

No feelings

Its weird

I just want to feel anything

It’s weird that I miss that sadness

It’s weird that I want to cry

It’s weird wanting that

I want to be anything but empty

I want to be sad

And its just weird

Reviews

[Erika Cristal]

Very interesting! I get this as numbness, as a sort of limbo. Yet, this is what meditation attempts to achieve. A complete stillness. It’s a good time to be an unbiased observer.

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Being sad depressed gives us a cocoon a shelter a safe place even against the world
I’ve been there
I’ve been blank too
I’ve been happy too but mainly the above two
Great thoughts n write