All Inked up

This is about my ex , getting a tat .

Three years its been since we said good bye . Here we go again for one last try . Is there any love left ? I think in my head . Have I forgiven him . His head he holds up high. As he walks to my door he looks like he is filled with pride his hair all spiked and no shame in his eyes. My heart is pounding and thoughts are raising , maybe he has changed and we can work things out for the kids sake . I am not the type of girl who can just be with someone for money but , since he has been gone I can not give the things to my children that I would like to . So today I am swallowing my pride and given him one last try. Its weird not seeing three little ones straggling behind. Knock , knock , hi, I embrace him with a hug. Wow, love is still there I can feel it the warm sense of energy entering my body . My knees are weak and all logical thinking is gone . I never really stop loving him ,I just learned to live with out him. He said hi to my mom she smiled and asked how he been . They continue to laugh and chat . While I ran into the bathroom to check my hair . Not now , I look at my phone it is a text message form my recent x . I was about to marry but, learned he was going back to prison . It read , Good luck and hope it all goes well , all I ever wanted was for you and the boys to be happy . My heart dropped . Really , then why the f**k couldn’t you grow up ? I thought . “Jenny , hurry up don’t you think you kept him waiting long enough “. my mother yelled . I strolled out of the bathroom . He is standing there by my mom showing her all his new tats . My mom say’s “ May , 29 , 2003, ? , Why do you have that date tat on you “ he said “ for Jett’s birthday “ . I am dizzy and feel anger in my chest like a volcanoes about to erupt “ Get the hell out of my house , you haven’t changed and never will “Heart broken lost and confused our son is almost eight years old and he don’t even know the day my dear baby was born. Selfish inconsiderate man . Do not judge a book by its cover .

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Is this nonfiction? It sounds like it is, and is therefore very awkward to read. I'm all for honesty, but I just felt embarrassed for you and like I had been given a glimpse into a situation that I had no business viewing. yikes...