HeightsA Poem by LittleAcornA poem I wrote during a break up from a toxic person
You put me on a pedestal
And I enjoyed the view Never noticing Or minding That you Were sculpting Until I balked At a deep slice Until you found I was too comfortable there And came To kick it out from underneath me Look how far I fell Your warm hands Strong hands Held me close And caressed me And put me back upon it again And when all the bruises had faded You knocked me down again And the bruises faded Again And again But the broken bones just won’t set right And fractures Set upon fractures Set upon fractures You applied salves Honeyed words To heal my open wounds Gently chided me Silly Icarus What was I doing there In the first place Hadn’t I known If I had just stood still I wouldn’t have tipped this perch Wouldn’t have fallen From this high place Not to mention Of course The fact I’d had the gall To imagine Venom In his words As I’d tumbled down The wrath in his guiding voice Was merely A blot of mustard My desire For the earth To swallow me whole A product of The cycle of the moon Spiraling out of Control Sharp retorts Lingered Near the tip of my tongue I set straw men in place of you Easy to knock down When I cannot Face You I wrung the necks Of those shades Then returned Smile on my face Without the exchange Of silver Secrets kept Close to my breast And thoughts Said to no one Are merely thoughts Left unspoken Thoughts left unheard Thoughts that blow away Weightless upon the wind But the wind pushed them back To settle in My heart and mind The river carried them To me again And the weight Crushed me And I could carry The burden No longer Hansel Towered behind Gretel I was there To collect the last vestiges of sweetness I’d left Inside the cardboard box You had told me was gingerbread But Hansel’s shadow lingered over mine In the midday sun His strength lent to mine I walked away Upright And let his footsteps Lead mine from yours My strength of character leads me To examine My own hands And feet To examine The ground beneath me The way led upwards With my own hands And Feet And with a foothold here And a finger there And perseverance And a tricky maneuver And a leap And a brother Or a friend Or myself To catch me if I fall I find myself On mountain tops I am not afraid Of high places When I set myself There The ground firm Solid on the merit I award Myself © 2019 LittleAcorn |
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Added on March 5, 2019 Last Updated on March 5, 2019 Tags: Heartbreak, toxic, breakup, relationships AuthorLittleAcornLos Angeles, CAAboutHello, my name is Mira I love to write, and I wish I had more time to do so. I mostly write poetry because I can never finish my stories, but I hope that joining a site like this and reading other .. more..Writing
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