Mind Palace

it is constantly infiltrated with intrusive thoughts

it comes like a train

memory into reality

in situ i feel insane, sometimes

like a palace has been raided

but i've been here before

again raiding my own mind

for questions to be answered

how did i forget

just how we remember here

how it comes like a train

the reality of memory

it can be heaven

sometimes

eventually though

it will be purgatory

and the answers

they may lead to "hell"

sometimes...

I forget,

  it's just cognitive f*****g dissonance

in my beautiful f*****g mind palace

where I torture myself

perpetually

my own personal heaven plus hell

(not always in that order)

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